So sorry for your and your family's loss. I can't imagine what dealing with that must feel like, especially with the situation being ongoing. (The story of the shitty day also sounds horrifying but you did a great job of telling it!)
@ratlands its definitely different to any kind of grief i've felt before - it's hard to describe that it's almost easier to deal with the loss over the circumstances (if that makes any sense). grief has always been a weird emotion for me as someone neurodivergent. i'm so glad you enjoyed the retelling of my shitty story though hehehehe, by far the most fun i've had telling a story before!
So sorry for your and your family's loss. I can't imagine what dealing with that must feel like, especially with the situation being ongoing. (The story of the shitty day also sounds horrifying but you did a great job of telling it!)
@ratlands its definitely different to any kind of grief i've felt before - it's hard to describe that it's almost easier to deal with the loss over the circumstances (if that makes any sense). grief has always been a weird emotion for me as someone neurodivergent. i'm so glad you enjoyed the retelling of my shitty story though hehehehe, by far the most fun i've had telling a story before!