Sometimes it's hard to figure out whether something is a blog or a half-baked essay. Even if it is a half-baked essay... does it deserve a place on the writing page? Must I flesh it out?
I still have a history of the oldest private mental hospital in Texas sitting in my files because I didn't finish it. I should do that.
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Said this in my status update but if anyone knows how to make my photos page load faster, I think its feeling its... data.
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8ballreject
2 weeks ago
have you tried compressing them? i have the same problem for my archive so i will probably do that (again) oh well..
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Found out M was an artist. M's close friend, another senior, was telling me about how auctioneers were going to sweep his apartment and find things to sell. I thought he raised his eyebrows when I said "let me know where they're auctioning it!" Found some more information about his art. I understand the reaction now. I'm not affording that. LOL.
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rusty-bytes
3 weeks ago
I'm so sorry to hear about that- I'll say that I do smell my grandma's perfume sometimes randomly, she passed almost 7 years ago
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tabf5
3 weeks ago
I'm glad M found a community and had friends throughout it all. He really did go with nothing left unfinished
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Am I crazy or was Neocities down for a few hours?
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tabf5
3 weeks ago
You were not crazy. Waiting for it to come back up sucked because I scroll this feed now instead of social media lol
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rusty-bytes
1 month ago
I've been there with a medication switch- it's ROUGH out there. Stay strong!
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tabf5
1 month ago
That team sounds like assholes, I'm sorry they're the type of people that think interns are punching bags. Scum
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Unfortunately heavily relate, still don't know if I have bpd but I was off the rails for a good few years, made me do stuff I look back on and it's like looking at a very different person. It can be somewhat excused cause I was going and when your young you don't have as much grasp on your emotions or the tools to know how to deal with things. But still feel bad for those I hurt. But anyway I relate alot to-
- the chameleon comment and struggle with identity, I still do now. Growing up I just took on the personality of those around me to fit in and belong because being alone was scarier than being with people I didn't even particularly like. Being different as well meant getting bullied but If you were with others that was less likely to happen. But because of that safety stuff I felt like I didn't really know who I was
Didn't know my hobbies or even my favourite colour and over the years I moulded myself more to accommodate to others, to be less controversial out of safety. But now Adays I try to be more challenging and confrontational and not care as much about fitting in just because I want to feel safe, when it's uncomfortable to pretend to be something I'm not. I'm still figuring out stuff out though but that's my ted talk