lost a lot of motivation to work on this site :( might discontinue the portals in particular because my hyperfixations make it super hard to make a dedicated thing once i lose interest. they'll likely be replaced w something else
i've been feeling a lot worse lately. my passion for creation has dissipated! but it also seems like my period is arriving tomorrow... so i guess it's just that. nobody will believe i'm not doing well until the blood starts coming out anyways.
honestly as pretty as i think the site is i think it may be time for an overhaul of some things. nothing feels right to me though so aaaaa