i think i need to sort some things out. i left tumblr because i didn't like the pressure i felt to post for likes and reblogs, but i also. kinda feel like a failure for not locking in on my site here? and i feel like a failure for not having much interesting to contribute? i don't even really have 'fans' to please, but i'm still anxious. i dunno. whatever. sorry for the vent.