chat > recents update (i got around to watching dinner in america)

also working on some "novel" intros on /inspiron#writings. want a place to keep my long form story ideas that's not just in my head, despite the fact that i make barely any progress on them

real

finishing up convenience store dialogue js

also new buttons ! (nicehandsoaps and caminus)

:'D <33

blogging again

and got some new media (Intermission [dvd], Affection [album, cd], EW&F compilation [cassette])

i've also been thinking about making a page about my body mods/my personal body modification philosophy. not sure how to do it best because i do think my tattoos and piercing set up are really beautiful and important to me spiritually but also ,like, general wariness of images of my self online. i've been having a lot of conversations with friends these days about body modifcation as a self care practice, and art,...

...expression of self, displaying both ownership and release of body so would like to make a little web thing for it. probably will not do images of myself directly but might scan some of my tattoos like i did once before, even if just to showcase some of the beautiful art i've been given. touched on this in blog, but tis that time of year again when i feel weird about who i am so i must get another tattoo.

which. is maybe not the greatest coping mechanism but also. we are all expending energy trying to translate our selves into someting that is receivable to other people, and this is just one way that happens to be beautiful and freeing. something something bodies are prisons/palaces/temples/shrines/homes/vessels/mirrors/windows.

but also sometimes articulating my philosophy i think comes off as shallow because a) i dont even have very many body mods or anything crazy and b) obviously we are all more than our bodies blah blah. wow this was a lot ! sometimes you just have to release the thought to the void i guess, but i've definitely run out of comments now :p

updating recents

if u r curious about them, they are under chat > "What have you been up to these days?"

gosh your site is so cool

oop ignore the trash update. but the road trip finally continues [to the car, at least]

side note i feel like so many og neocities neighbors have been disappearing. labyrinth-limbo... ancientcrypt... spiral-girl... hello if you're out there. limovars and notesfromearth you are missed dearly