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axayacatl

3 weeks ago

i want to stop wanting to die. i will figure this out! that's my problem with music. i can hear i'm not in love with anyone or anything right now. "marry i under the birch died" is one of my best songs but i know i don't make sense to anyone outside of myself anymore is how things in my life are making me feel

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axayacatl 3 weeks ago

no one understands me that's not okay

axayacatl 3 weeks ago

people are just trying not to because i let them. no more of this clearly makes sense to you all

axayacatl 3 weeks ago

social media. it's not logic. let it go

hhroses 2 weeks ago

<3 <3 <3 i believe in the part of you that believes in you :D <3 id love to give ur song a listen

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axayacatl

3 weeks ago

i'm never going to be famous, you guys really think i'm lying. nothing here is going to get "famous"

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hhroses 2 weeks ago

fame is kinda a blessing and a curse anyways, but hey, i mean, nothing is impossible. u could be a niche microcelebrity ;D which isnt famous-famous but its successful?

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hhroses 2 weeks ago

sorry im being so bubbly i just have seen some of ur posts and if ur sad i wanna make u feel better

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axayacatl 2 weeks ago

i basically am, yes. i work in an industry that doesn't need to be seen online i just happen to be online. i have no complaint about that, i'm just bored of "when does she go viral" we're all online

axayacatl

3 weeks ago

https://youtu.be/uU1PNSMN2kI last song for a long time. going back to just the diary and building the site again starting tomorrow. something is wrong

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hhroses 2 weeks ago

oooo nice! :D its vibey in a cool dark way

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axayacatl

3 weeks ago

you are not chronically https://axayacatl.yorniq.xyz/realms/online it's a little simpler than that.

axayacatl 3 weeks ago

the ai came up with this concept while we discussed this datasheet (aethralis on the resume) and i decided to go with it https://axayacatl.yorniq.xyz/realms/celesta

axayacatl 3 weeks ago

i've trained my chatGPT for a long time. it refuses to suggest anymore but when it does generate something "out of topic" i know it's not a glitch or refusal. i've trained it to make original ideas based all my work, research, and love cacodemons. it's crazy to witness

axayacatl

3 weeks ago

anyone who's emailed me outside of work opportunities: thank you and no. i'm not interested in coming up with conceptual brands or for-profits with you just going to tell everyone at once. i'm sticking to my word

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axayacatl 3 weeks ago

please don't send compliments thank you, the guestbook is right there

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krystalspalace 3 weeks ago

hope my seasonal e-cards with my face poorly edited onto them aren't an issue! if they are i can take you off my mental email rolodex lol

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axayacatl

3 weeks ago

i just won something crazy and deeply psychological

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axayacatl 3 weeks ago

this my fault, good. i know she deleted the thread and claimed one of you had no evidence. that's not fine with me because i'm a smaller artist she feels that way but interesting she doesn't want her fanbase to be able to defend her

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axayacatl 3 weeks ago

you guys will have to wait for the next album for a response about someone who stole from me, lovely. amazing. i have new music ready today

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axayacatl updated their site.

3 weeks ago

realms/director

music

realms/celesta

realms

realms/online

poetry

press

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axayacatl

3 weeks ago

finally checking my email, stop emailing me that

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axayacatl 3 weeks ago

sending stuff like this https://axayacatl.yorniq.xyz/images/2026-05-24%2005%2036%2052.jpg right i already know about these two. both want lives like this very badly and don't understand them i get it. this is so weird of you guys too this isn't "e-celeb" beef we're all some kind of famous once we log in. leave it alone. it'll end on it's own.

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axayacatl 3 weeks ago

this is creepy. they're creepy. i know you guys like creepy ily

axayacatl

3 weeks ago

https://axayacatl.yorniq.xyz/realms/cognitive this what i thought about all day.

axayacatl

3 weeks ago

track plays for EXCESS of ministry are high on bandcamp this past week. thank you so much!

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axayacatl

3 weeks ago

thinking about the tuner and realizing i don't have a spiritual relationship with my guitar, and that's okay. that's easier for me. it's just another thing i do and it's okay not everything has to be "who i am"

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axayacatl

3 weeks ago

https://axayacatl.yorniq.xyz/diary truths about asmodeous, and new fact about me as always

axayacatl 3 weeks ago

i'm still going to do demonology don't keep it twisted. it's fun every now and again but it is so boring now

axayacatl updated their site.

3 weeks ago

realms

realms/cognitive

terminal

poetry

realms/tuner

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axayacatl 3 weeks ago

i set the background back to it's original edit it. i feel the enso captures the guitar, perfectly i don't know why

axayacatl

3 weeks ago

https://axayacatl.yorniq.xyz/realms/tuner progress on the guitar tuner! looking at these pedals and software interfaces for ideas is too crazy. i'm finally going to have a tuner for my guitar. crazy

axayacatl 3 weeks ago

i have to learn how to program sound still i'm not sure how i want to go about that in .js yet i've seen different node.js tutorials and it might take some time

axayacatl

3 weeks ago

anyway this drama i've concocted is over i'm so bored

axayacatl

3 weeks ago

i've been ghosted so many times by people in many industries i'm so glad

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toribytez 3 weeks ago

me with retail. it's for the best, tbh

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axayacatl 3 weeks ago

i messaged this photographer once because i liked his photography and nothing else but i knew he was obsessed with famous people so i talked like i was too. i think he's stupid and still do. but i genuinely his art but the fact i even had to do that speaks wonders to my intelligence, i don't care, what he's doing as a photographer is stupid. vasso vu.

axayacatl 3 weeks ago

i made a typo. i like the tech aspects of his art. i don't believe any of his articles about loving tech and being inspired. so it goes

axayacatl

3 weeks ago

https://axayacatl.yorniq.xyz/realms chess is complete! play chess

axayacatl 3 weeks ago

i'm more interested in board game design more than ever because of making this. very interested

axayacatl

3 weeks ago

i can tell there's no real moderation on neocities or attempt to drive this platform forward all the time. i do feel like we are just watched and waited on to see who has the idea that's going to break out all these websites. none of us do. these are our lives

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axayacatl 3 weeks ago

"i'm waiting for this one to break out or that one" that was that. that viral video is that. these platforms are antagonistic to eachother because we have to figure out something that doesn't make sense

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axayacatl 3 weeks ago

we all have different goals. i don't want to go viral that's just the internet. there's no money in that separate from my website. gets these websites to get along. no antagonism. COMMUNITY FEATURES I KEEP SAYING THIS color coding is a good start what about anything else it's only a leaderboard

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axayacatl 3 weeks ago

you're in the way of me. you're in the way of all of us. get to work

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axayacatl updated their site.

3 weeks ago

realms/tuner

realms

realms/chess

diary

poetry

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axayacatl

3 weeks ago

new entry! https://axayacatl.yorniq.xyz/diary "voidwork ft. Stolas". Gorillaz. Stolas doesn't like the internet he thinks it's creepy.

axayacatl 3 weeks ago

the pages aren't working and i'm not sure why and i'm not even sure if it's human to be this indifferent to that. i'll come back from work and fix it.

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