Neocities

3 months ago

okay, switching back to i2p plus seems to have worked. but again still gonna move the clearnet site over to nekoweb

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3 months ago

according to notbob, the new i2p plus update has websites working again. so i might move back to that if things work well over there. i still might move to nekoweb & i2pd as backups however. plus moving to nekoweb means i can use this neat iframe trick to still update you guys on the site

lakestheguy updated their site.

3 months ago

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lakestheguy

3 months ago

i might switch to nekoweb instead of exclusively hosting over i2p. i can't find enough resources to determine what i'm doing wrong. THOUGHT i had i2pd configured properly but idk if it can access the i2psnark's docroot folder. i'm also too afraid to ask over the i2p irc & too embarrassed to make a reddit account just for the i2p subreddit. besides i heard nekoweb is better about protecting against ai anyway

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lakestheguy 3 months ago

the reasons why i was hesistant to host on nekoweb is because of the size limitations and plus i kinda wanted to be less reliant on a single service

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jaggiescrapper randomrantdispenser

3 months ago

good read

becalancette updated their site.

3 months ago

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lakestheguy

3 months ago

i'm having trouble reaching my own website on i2p. i'll look more into why

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lakestheguy updated their site.

3 months ago

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lakestheguy

3 months ago

ok i have decided i'm gonna host my server over i2pd instead of i2p plus. since it's consistently working better for me. but i'm a bit nervous because enabling a web server on i2pd requires a bit extra configuration

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becalancette updated their site.

3 months ago

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swiftred updated their site.

3 months ago

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badgraph1csghost 3 months ago

there's no inherent chemical component to being trans. if you dont feel good on hrt (or you havent even got onto it) then don't do it. you're still trans if you want to be. that's the fun bit about gender, you're in complete control of what you want to be! also im jealous you're able to write so much lol

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swiftred 3 months ago

Hi, Tina! I knew you'd get it 💜 I'm just weary for silly reasons. And for what it's worth about the writing, thank you! I always have to be creating *something* or I don't feel well

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pixelglade 3 months ago

To me the only "bad trans" people are those who go weirdly right wing and start supporting/funding terf campaigns and political ways that end up hurting the lgbtq community overall. I do relate a lot to the pressures of presenting male because it's easier for people to grasp / I like it / but also feeling very feminine inside. Yet I'm nearly 3 years on T and think it's right for me, it's a personal decision to stop.

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pixelglade 3 months ago

1/2 I know a non binary masc presenting person in a Discord group I'm in they're on T and have had all the traditionally trans masc experiences yet they say they're non binary because they feel like their brain is female and they feel mostly feminine inside. I'm trying to make sense of this myself, but I think one thing I know is what society wants a male to be and who I am is actually different. Plus...

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pixelglade 3 months ago

I think society and people because they have internalised societal / cultural expectations, is actually much more genderfluid and non-binary than most people will want to admit. So part of the backlash to trans people is actually (in my opinion) internalised discomfort to breaking the gender binary. Anyway all this to say, you're not a bad trans person and if you think you're still trans then you are. :)

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swiftred 3 months ago

@pixelglade I loved hearing your thoughts, thank you!! I'm not sure if it helps to say a part of me knows I'm not actually "bad". It's all greater than me and I agree about the internalized discomfort to breaking the gender binary.

becalancette updated their site.

3 months ago

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becalancette 3 months ago

added new book review n some other miscellaneous nonsense

becalancette updated their site.

3 months ago

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lakestheguy updated their site.

3 months ago

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lakestheguy

3 months ago

i tried to download the marxist internet archive as a zim file for offline reading in kiwix and it confused me for a bot and the ip address i set my vpn set to got BANNED! i'm sorry. i guess it's good they have anti-ai measures, but the onion address wasn't working for a while. so i thought it'd be a good idea at that time

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lakestheguy 3 months ago

i forgot how huge that website was

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becalancette updated their site.

3 months ago

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lakestheguy

3 months ago

Thinking of moving off neocities. I like the people on here and will probably keep my account just to follow people. BUT I got a message weeks ago, saying they found my site through an AI. While I appreciated the compliments they gave my site & that they found my site, it kinda has me worried.

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lakestheguy 3 months ago

There's a case where an AI was asked about who a random adult performer with a stage name was and basically doxxed her. Now I'm not sure if I'd be doxxed per se. But I don't feel safe if AI can see my website even with the robots.txt.

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lakestheguy 3 months ago

I'm not sure whether I'd move to codeberg pages, nekoweb or only self host over I2P after the bot net situation gets sorted out. (There was a massive bot net attack over I2P recently which sucks but I2Pd works. So maybe I'll host my site over there? I'm not sure.)

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